I am

I am:

Lost,
More than I've ever been before
and the way back I can't find,
I'm drowning inside my own mind.
Alone,
Left out in the cold,
No one will stay with me
All because of what they've been told.
Afraid,
The dark that's around me
Is filled with monsters
And other things that are scary.
Weak,
Unable to do things for myself,
I rely on others
Because I need their help.
Naive,
In too many people I've put my trust,
And been forced to watch helplessly,
As they've thrown in it the dust.
Hurt,
The pain that I feel emotionally,
Is displayed on my arm,
And is now visible physically.
But maybe...
Just maybe ...
One day things will get better...